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I am FURIOUS right now! Someone borrowed a book from me for one semester.  When I was asking the book back, he would tell me that he’ll just text me.  Weeks have passed and I haven’t received any message from him, not even in my Yahoo Messenger.   A friend of mine volunteered to get the book since they were classmates in one subject.  When he got the book, he told me it’s condition.  It’s like tissue paper.  RAWR!

I can clearly remember him asking me if it was okay for him to answer on the book.  I told him that he just answer in another sheet of paper since I still wanted to answer it without knowing the answers beforehand.  It was a book for a major subject and it would’ve been useful up to now.  I even planned to study the basics if I got it back.

You act as if you have done nothing wrong. The least you could do is say sorry and you couldn’t even do it! RAWR RAWR RAWR!

I can’t elaborate on the situation but I just want to express what I feel and think.

I am hurt. A lot of what ifs are now in my mind… What if you didn’t surprise me, would you have greeted me? What if I didn’t pass by, would you have greeted me? What if you called at home, would you have greeted me? What if you asked a common friend for my number or my schedule, would you have greeted me? What is a mere peso compared to our friendship? What is a mere 20 seconds compared to approximately 6 years of friendship?

I am confused. Have I done something wrong? Did you plan this? Do you plan to do this to me every year?

Ever since I confronted you, I thought about it everyday. Am I in the right disposition to feel this way? I put myself in your positions, and I still can’t get why. I would’ve done something. I know I could’ve done something. Call me too shallow for being hurt in this situation, I don’t care.

How can i consider you guys my close friends if you can’t even greet me properly on my birthday?