Hurt and Confused
I can’t elaborate on the situation but I just want to express what I feel and think.
I am hurt. A lot of what ifs are now in my mind… What if you didn’t surprise me, would you have greeted me? What if I didn’t pass by, would you have greeted me? What if you called at home, would you have greeted me? What if you asked a common friend for my number or my schedule, would you have greeted me? What is a mere peso compared to our friendship? What is a mere 20 seconds compared to approximately 6 years of friendship?
I am confused. Have I done something wrong? Did you plan this? Do you plan to do this to me every year?
Ever since I confronted you, I thought about it everyday. Am I in the right disposition to feel this way? I put myself in your positions, and I still can’t get why. I would’ve done something. I know I could’ve done something. Call me too shallow for being hurt in this situation, I don’t care.
How can i consider you guys my close friends if you can’t even greet me properly on my birthday?
December 12th, 2007 at 7:29 am
*raises hand* nag greet ako sayo huh? well gwing.. that’s really sad.
sorry i can’t cheer you up.. mag pa cute na lang ako dito ;;) hehehe.. clemente!
December 12th, 2007 at 7:56 am
@chiu:
sige lang, ok pa na man buhay ko kahit hindi ka magpacute.. Huwag ka nga magmarunong.. sinong clemente ang pinaguusapan mo????
December 12th, 2007 at 9:17 am
bsta ako from the heart greet ko syo nun
December 12th, 2007 at 10:23 am
@christian: char, thank you
December 12th, 2007 at 4:19 pm
Old friends didn’t greet? tsk tsk tsk..
Buti pa new friends nag greet.. and.. waiting for the blow-out.. and.. still waiting…..
=p
December 12th, 2007 at 5:48 pm
nag greet rin ako.. sakto 12am yun.. binigyan pa nga kita ng cake sa YM.. :p
December 13th, 2007 at 2:55 am
bitaw.. late nga lng ng 30 mins.. hehe..
December 14th, 2007 at 7:44 am
@migs: keep on waiting..
@jobo: uu jobs, thank you..
December 14th, 2007 at 9:24 pm
gwing..bakit pala ito?….la lang..im sad cos u’re sad..ano na kaya ginagawa mo sa buhay mo ngaun? sush,kailangan na natin magkita.haha.
want to see you kasi kc di na ako nakareply nung isang araw, matigas pa ung brownies..oh, binato mo na ba?haha.
December 14th, 2007 at 9:25 pm
tama..buti nalang may blog ka kasi at least updated ako sayo..haha.
December 15th, 2007 at 11:12 pm
im guilty ur honor, no objections.. i will serve my sentence.. thats all..
December 16th, 2007 at 2:33 am
Classmate!! Di ko man alam birthday mo oi, hehehe. Happy birthday
(belated) Oh well, if you ask me, if friends can’t remember things like that, how can they definitely know what makes you cry or what makes you happy? Sige lang, new friends will come later on in your life, that’s the great thing about life, the world doesn’t run out of people for you to get to know.
I’m not saying you should dump 6 years of friendship..I’m sure they don’t mean to hurt you. But there are people who wouldn’t and shouldn’t forget things like that…and usually these are the ones who are worth knowing. Nasa tabi-tabi lang yan sila.
December 16th, 2007 at 3:57 am
@pay: aaw.. last week of classes.. yeah.. mkachika n tlga tayo.. lagi.. binato koh na.. haha.. nagshare ako sa classmates koh, masarap daw..
uuuuy.. hehe.. blog ka n rin para updated ako sayo.. hehe
@ding: ngek uy.. wag na..
@kim: classmate! haha.. thank you..
hopefully, we’ll be able to patch things up.. but for now, i’ll let my emotions simmer down..